That’s deep…
April 11th, 2010 § Leave a Comment
From my post about sheep (12/19/08):
I admit, I’m a black sheep. I wish I could be purple, or green, or plaid, but I’m not. I want to be individual and love myself for who I am. I want to avoid being a white sheep at all costs. But sometimes, I compromise color change to be come a little lighter. But in the end I just want to become a different color again.
I’m looking back at my old posts. I was quite the passionate writer, pointing out all the flaws in society with fiery fervor! My recent posts have been relatively calm and level-headed, without the overuse of exclamation points. But even two years ago, even when I was blinded by a youth’s naiveté, I managed to churn out deep life lessons.
Tell me, (or not), have you ever needed to change yourself for other people? Or have you always been strong and comfortable in your own skin?
I would love to proudly declare, “Absolutely!” But, I’m not that strong.
I try to put on an air of confidence. I would like to. People want to see people who have guts, stability in their lives, and smiles on their faces. But sometimes, as I’ve said before, reality is painful. I’ve tried to change myself, just little things. But it never works out. I’m never cooler, smarter, or less annoying than I initially was. So, I always revert back to my original state. It’s easier to be someone I am than someone I want to be.
Enough sad talk. I am who I am, so that probably won’t change anytime soon. I need to be comfortable in my own skin, because it’s the only one I’m ever going to have.
From my post on shaving (12/16/08):
straight razor : armpit :: tabasco sauce : the eye
I’m really surprised that even at that time, I STILL thought analogies were on the SAT. Didn’t they already change the format around 2004? Wow, I was an oblivious kid. Still am.
A post is coming up entitled, “This is why you suck.” I’m almost done. It’s numbered, not quite a rant, but it’s not very nice, either. I want it to make people laugh, so lower your pitchforks! Isn’t it all in good fun to, again, point out the flaws in society?
From my first post (11/2/08)
Over the course of me keeping my blog (which will probably be a span of 2-3 weeks) you’ll get to know me as much as one can from published media, so there really isn’t much to say at the moment.
I am happy to say that I stayed slightly committed for almost a year and a half.
